I hate to say this is happening right now in my life, but has anyone with a history of disordered eating found themselves triggered by the whole "gotta fit into the wedding dress" thing? I'm under enormous stress and pressure lately from other college and it's all sent me into a relapse spell. I feel terrified to do anything except be in panic, as illogical as that sounds. I am always feeling on the edge and emotional and can't concentrate well on getting anything good done. I really just want to be done with college and be married already, but I know this situation poses as a challenge towards me to either choose recovery or ED and that applies to me, my heart, and even my relationship with my future spouse. I feel like my mind is spiraling out of control and I wish I could simply make it all end right now. If anyone else is dealing with this, could we please support each other? Thank-you.
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